Who was I?

I was confused and I always seemed to be isolated from my surroundings yet I didn't know why. I guess you can say I lost my identity. I would try to put on a front and give myself titles but it never seemed to work cause it wasn't me. I was Lost. I was helpless. I was depressed. I was in denial. I was in sin. I was afraid of what people might think and what they'd say about me behind my back. I started doing things i normally wouldn't and saying things I know weren't right but it seemed I had no control over myself. I didn't know who I was. I wasn't me.