Thursday, February 11, 2010

Yes I am

I am a child of God and I will forever more dwell in the house of the Lord forever and ever.

Transform me

Mold me and make me whole again guide me and keep me under your wing

The only one who can catch me

I'm in love once again ..Falling in love with Jesus over and over again *tear*

Friday, November 13, 2009

Wisdom 101: Guidance

Guidance- The act of guiding or showing the way.
Maturity- Full development.
Success- An event that accomplishes its intended purpose.

Guidance is the key to growth. Growth is the key to maturity. Maturity is the key to success.

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Lets think

Love doesn't hurt, so whomever told you that lied.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

All the lies.

Who are you to tell me who I am?
Who are you to tell me what I'm saying isn't true?
Who are you to try to make me mad?
Who are you to think your words are true?
You are a lie aren't you?

Insight

They will mock and they will toil but they will not shake my faith.

Insight

Why is it so much easier to believe a lie than the truth?

Her Image.

I couldn't understand who she was.
She bestows a confidence so strong.
When she walks into a room the talking is seized and all the noise is gone.

People always wonder who is she?
Where did that girl come from?
She has a smile that will make you melt.
She handles herself with class.
The warmest touch a hand has ever felt.
A good impression that last.

She takes authority in every situation.
That means she's in control.
So what ever she declares that's the way it always goes.

She was the image of perfection.
So it was finally easy to see.
That that girl i didn't know was the image of me.

Wisdom 101

Who I am is already done because God said it. No one can change my destiny. My steps are ordered by God. I am healthy and wealthy. I am more than a conquer.

Emotional Frenzy

Emotions are mental and psychological states associated with feelings thoughts and behavior, but scratch that psychological stuff lets get on something more important; the spiritual emotions.

These are the most felt but least thought about emotions controlled through fear. Think about it when your emotions are negative your spirits uncertain but when they are positive your spirit has faith.


Our lives are built off of our emotions and they control our everyday actions; however, we control them. We can't let our emotions get the best of us. Contrary to most peoples beliefs, the way that we feel can be helped/controlled. All of this falls into learning how to channel our emotions. We have to learn how to find a source to channel them to.

A definition for emotion, that is going to be used for this context, is any strong feeling.

Examples of emotions include but are not limited to: Happiness, Anger, Grief, Sorrow, Anticipation, Love, Confusion, Fear, Envy, Denial, Pride, Greed, Jealousy, Hatred, Determination, Tiredness, Lust, Ambitious, Insecure.

The emotions I stated are emotions people most likely tend to feel or notice.
Example: When people smile others tend to think they are happy.
Example: When some one is angry they are most likely to feel rage and they know of there anger.

When we finally realize that we do have control over these feelings we can take that energy and put it to use in something positive.

Now were going to look at how we can channel our emotions.

When I say channel I basically mean to transmit; to direct the flow of, which goes back into having control over your emotions. When you have control you direct it, so your the director.

We need to stop letting the emotion fear control us if it's Slavish Fear, which if you scroll down you will see a lesson taught on fear so you can have a better understanding.

Fear is one of the main emotions that control a lot of our other emotions, so when we channel fear into something else we can have control over all our other emotions.


Lets take an emotion and give an example.
Love.
People love out of respect and respect out of fear. But there are two kinds of fears, as stated in a earlier lesson, Slavish fear and Filial Fear.


When you love something you have great compassion for it which gets you attached to that thing that brings other emotions which flow into love. When your loving it out of the wrong fear other emotions are channeled.When your loving something through Slavish fear confusion, anger, denial, jealously, hatred and insecurity is channeled. When your loving something through Filial fear respect, understanding, compassion, freedom, happiness, ambitions and security is channeled.

So now we have some understanding on how to control and channel our emotions through fear.

Monday, November 9, 2009

Wisdom 101

Psalms 128: 1
Blessed is every one who fears the Lord, Who walks in his way.

Guidance For Young

Proverbs 3

1My son, forget not my law; but let thine heart keep my commandments:

2For length of days, and long life, and peace, shall they add to thee.

3Let not mercy and truth forsake thee: bind them about thy neck; write them upon the table of thine heart:

4So shalt thou find favour and good understanding in the sight of God and man.

5Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding.

6In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.

7Be not wise in thine own eyes: fear the LORD, and depart from evil.

8It shall be health to thy navel, and marrow to thy bones.

9Honour the LORD with thy substance, and with the firstfruits of all thine increase:

10So shall thy barns be filled with plenty, and thy presses shall burst out with new wine.

11My son, despise not the chastening of the LORD; neither be weary of his correction:

12For whom the LORD loveth he correcteth; even as a father the son in whom he delighteth.

13Happy is the man that findeth wisdom, and the man that getteth understanding.

14For the merchandise of it is better than the merchandise of silver, and the gain thereof than fine gold.

15She is more precious than rubies: and all the things thou canst desire are not to be compared unto her.

16Length of days is in her right hand; and in her left hand riches and honour.

17Her ways are ways of pleasantness, and all her paths are peace.

18She is a tree of life to them that lay hold upon her: and happy is every one that retaineth her.

19The LORD by wisdom hath founded the earth; by understanding hath he established the heavens.

20By his knowledge the depths are broken up, and the clouds drop down the dew.

21My son, let not them depart from thine eyes: keep sound wisdom and discretion:

22So shall they be life unto thy soul, and grace to thy neck.

23Then shalt thou walk in thy way safely, and thy foot shall not stumble.

24When thou liest down, thou shalt not be afraid: yea, thou shalt lie down, and thy sleep shall be sweet.

25Be not afraid of sudden fear, neither of the desolation of the wicked, when it cometh.

26For the LORD shall be thy confidence, and shall keep thy foot from being taken.

27Withhold not good from them to whom it is due, when it is in the power of thine hand to do it.

28Say not unto thy neighbour, Go, and come again, and to morrow I will give; when thou hast it by thee.

29Devise not evil against thy neighbour, seeing he dwelleth securely by thee.

30Strive not with a man without cause, if he have done thee no harm.

31Envy thou not the oppressor, and choose none of his ways.

32For the froward is abomination to the LORD: but his secret is with the righteous.

33The curse of the LORD is in the house of the wicked: but he blesseth the habitation of the just.

34Surely he scorneth the scorners: but he giveth grace unto the lowly.

35The wise shall inherit glory: but shame shall be the promotion of fools.

Wisdom 101

A nation that is divided can not stand.

A lesson on words

Watch what you say to people.
Words are natural and spiritual. You can think them or speak them.

Matthew 12:37
For by your words you will be justified; and by your words you will be condemned.

Psalm 18

1I will love thee, O LORD, my strength.

2The LORD is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower.

3I will call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies.

4The sorrows of death compassed me, and the floods of ungodly men made me afraid.

5The sorrows of hell compassed me about: the snares of death prevented me.

6In my distress I called upon the LORD, and cried unto my God: he heard my voice out of his temple, and my cry came before him, even into his ears.

7Then the earth shook and trembled; the foundations also of the hills moved and were shaken, because he was wroth.

8There went up a smoke out of his nostrils, and fire out of his mouth devoured: coals were kindled by it.

9He bowed the heavens also, and came down: and darkness was under his feet.

10And he rode upon a cherub, and did fly: yea, he did fly upon the wings of the wind.

11He made darkness his secret place; his pavilion round about him were dark waters and thick clouds of the skies.

12At the brightness that was before him his thick clouds passed, hail stones and coals of fire.

13The LORD also thundered in the heavens, and the Highest gave his voice; hail stones and coals of fire.

14Yea, he sent out his arrows, and scattered them; and he shot out lightnings, and discomfited them.

15Then the channels of waters were seen, and the foundations of the world were discovered at thy rebuke, O LORD, at the blast of the breath of thy nostrils.

16He sent from above, he took me, he drew me out of many waters.

17He delivered me from my strong enemy, and from them which hated me: for they were too strong for me.

18They prevented me in the day of my calamity: but the LORD was my stay.

19He brought me forth also into a large place; he delivered me, because he delighted in me.

20The LORD rewarded me according to my righteousness; according to the cleanness of my hands hath he recompensed me.

21For I have kept the ways of the LORD, and have not wickedly departed from my God.

22For all his judgments were before me, and I did not put away his statutes from me.

23I was also upright before him, and I kept myself from mine iniquity.

24Therefore hath the LORD recompensed me according to my righteousness, according to the cleanness of my hands in his eyesight.

25With the merciful thou wilt shew thyself merciful; with an upright man thou wilt shew thyself upright;

26With the pure thou wilt shew thyself pure; and with the froward thou wilt shew thyself froward.

27For thou wilt save the afflicted people; but wilt bring down high looks.

28For thou wilt light my candle: the LORD my God will enlighten my darkness.

29For by thee I have run through a troop; and by my God have I leaped over a wall.

30As for God, his way is perfect: the word of the LORD is tried: he is a buckler to all those that trust in him.

31For who is God save the LORD? or who is a rock save our God?

32It is God that girdeth me with strength, and maketh my way perfect.

33He maketh my feet like hinds' feet, and setteth me upon my high places.

34He teacheth my hands to war, so that a bow of steel is broken by mine arms.

35Thou hast also given me the shield of thy salvation: and thy right hand hath holden me up, and thy gentleness hath made me great.

36Thou hast enlarged my steps under me, that my feet did not slip.

37I have pursued mine enemies, and overtaken them: neither did I turn again till they were consumed.

38I have wounded them that they were not able to rise: they are fallen under my feet.

39For thou hast girded me with strength unto the battle: thou hast subdued under me those that rose up against me.

40Thou hast also given me the necks of mine enemies; that I might destroy them that hate me.

41They cried, but there was none to save them: even unto the LORD, but he answered them not.

42Then did I beat them small as the dust before the wind: I did cast them out as the dirt in the streets.

43Thou hast delivered me from the strivings of the people; and thou hast made me the head of the heathen: a people whom I have not known shall serve me.

44As soon as they hear of me, they shall obey me: the strangers shall submit themselves unto me.

45The strangers shall fade away, and be afraid out of their close places.

46The LORD liveth; and blessed be my rock; and let the God of my salvation be exalted.

47It is God that avengeth me, and subdueth the people under me.

48He delivereth me from mine enemies: yea, thou liftest me up above those that rise up against me: thou hast delivered me from the violent man.

49Therefore will I give thanks unto thee, O LORD, among the heathen, and sing praises unto thy name.

50Great deliverance giveth he to his king; and sheweth mercy to his anointed, to David, and to his seed for evermore.





Lifes Teachings on Fear

What exactly is fear?
Fear is usually thought of as being afraid or scared but people really don't look at it's meaning in depth. There are two types of fear: Slavish fear and Filial fear.

Lets break it down more.
Slavish means to be a slave to and Filial means befitting a son or daughter.

Slavish fear is the fear you face when your not fearing out of respect because when you fear out of respect your not afraid of it.

Examples: Slavishing how you are going to pay your bills. Slavishing what other people think about you. Slavishing if your going to become a victim of something.

1. Slavish fear- Sad; lack of peace.
Words that fit under slavish include:
Slave
Minimal Servant
Not free
Hopelessly submissive
False
Fawn
Apprehension
Trembling Horror
Frightened
Unstable and Committed; Unholy.


Then we have Filial Fear.
Filial fear is the fear you face when you fear out of respect.

Examples: Filia towards your boss. Filia towards your family. Filia towards God.

2. Filia Fear- Happy; peaceful.
Words that fit under filial fear include:
Son
Daughter
Security
Honor
Awe
Servant of God
Submissive in hope
Enjoyable labor
Mature
Fearfully extreme to an awesome degree.
Holiness, devote, commitment.

Who is he?

Someone who knows their direction or is trying to figure it out.
A independent man who is dependent on God.
Who isn't scared of what the enemy thinks or him.
Who knows his problems aren't his.
Who has virtues and morals.
Who knows we all mess up but its okay to mess up as long as we get back up again. Someone who's in touch with his emotions and his mind.
Someone who knows the words i am speaking are true.

Who was I?

I was confused and I always seemed to be isolated from my surroundings yet I didn't know why. I guess you can say I lost my identity. I would try to put on a front and give myself titles but it never seemed to work cause it wasn't me. I was Lost. I was helpless. I was depressed. I was in denial. I was in sin. I was afraid of what people might think and what they'd say about me behind my back. I started doing things i normally wouldn't and saying things I know weren't right but it seemed I had no control over myself. I didn't know who I was. I wasn't me.